I truly feel that but people have told me i'm paranoid.
No i'm truly not trying to manipulate. I just want to wipe this phase of my life clean and see if I can lead a productive life.
I want to make amends. Please don't tell me i'm trying to manipulate the situation when I truly do fear for my life and the people who do not want me to continue to cause problems. Please respect that. I want to be able to wake up tomorrow and have it be a new day and not even have to think about this. I made so many mistakes and was advised by so many of the wrong people along the way. Everything I've done has been a mistake up to this point.
Please just let me go on my way let's bury this. I'm done. I do fear for my life.

These are words the mob uses before they kill someone. Listen, I've hardly ever held $1,000 to my name let alone $15,000. I'm a starving musician, I've never had crap. I dont' need money to be happy, and I don't need to speak out against a company in order to feel whole.
I am not trying to manipulate anything. I truly don't want this for my life any more. I'm willing to move on and do what it takes to make amends to cloudbet, to redapples, and anyone else I"ve offended along the way. This was a mistake! I messed up. I don't need the money. I can survive. I will be fine. I appreciate all of you. But I do feel threatened and scared by the statement and the amount of backlash I've received from that particular account and a few others in general. It's scary. I don't want any of it. I'm done. I will never speak out against Cloudbet or any sportsbook again. I don't want to be a part of this world any more. I'm terrified.
I love sports but this has scared the living crap out of me. I'm serious.

I love you all, i appreciate you all, and i hold no hate in my heart for anyone or any company. I am done fighting. I am staying silent -- have to fix my life and shut up about the stuff that doesn't matter.
I will see you in the next life and please pray for me. If you have any issues, I am willing to do what it takes to clear them up so that this can have an amicable ending and I can go on with my life. I am sorry if i overstepped any bounds.
I broke TOS. I have to deal with the consequences. End of story. Please do not cause me any more problems than what I am dealing with. I truly do not want any beef, any problems. I want to be at peace with the world, not speak out against any company, not do anything bad. There are injustices, this might not be an injustice but if it were in my mind- it would be one that I'd be wise to just keep going with my life.
I broke TOS, I have to deal with it. It's the end of the story.
No i'm truly not trying to manipulate. I just want to wipe this phase of my life clean and see if I can lead a productive life.
I want to make amends. Please don't tell me i'm trying to manipulate the situation when I truly do fear for my life and the people who do not want me to continue to cause problems. Please respect that. I want to be able to wake up tomorrow and have it be a new day and not even have to think about this. I made so many mistakes and was advised by so many of the wrong people along the way. Everything I've done has been a mistake up to this point.
Please just let me go on my way let's bury this. I'm done. I do fear for my life.

These are words the mob uses before they kill someone. Listen, I've hardly ever held $1,000 to my name let alone $15,000. I'm a starving musician, I've never had crap. I dont' need money to be happy, and I don't need to speak out against a company in order to feel whole.
I am not trying to manipulate anything. I truly don't want this for my life any more. I'm willing to move on and do what it takes to make amends to cloudbet, to redapples, and anyone else I"ve offended along the way. This was a mistake! I messed up. I don't need the money. I can survive. I will be fine. I appreciate all of you. But I do feel threatened and scared by the statement and the amount of backlash I've received from that particular account and a few others in general. It's scary. I don't want any of it. I'm done. I will never speak out against Cloudbet or any sportsbook again. I don't want to be a part of this world any more. I'm terrified.
I love sports but this has scared the living crap out of me. I'm serious.

I love you all, i appreciate you all, and i hold no hate in my heart for anyone or any company. I am done fighting. I am staying silent -- have to fix my life and shut up about the stuff that doesn't matter.
I will see you in the next life and please pray for me. If you have any issues, I am willing to do what it takes to clear them up so that this can have an amicable ending and I can go on with my life. I am sorry if i overstepped any bounds.
I broke TOS. I have to deal with the consequences. End of story. Please do not cause me any more problems than what I am dealing with. I truly do not want any beef, any problems. I want to be at peace with the world, not speak out against any company, not do anything bad. There are injustices, this might not be an injustice but if it were in my mind- it would be one that I'd be wise to just keep going with my life.
I broke TOS, I have to deal with it. It's the end of the story.